With her memoir called "Hungry," fashion model Crystal Renn tells her journey from being a starving waif model to becoming a successful plus-size model.
Crystal Renn has been one of the many female models who starve to achieve a size 0, the only measurement that the fashion industry considered valid and model-appropriate not so long ago.
In an interview with
The Post, the now size 12 model shares all the hardships that she have to go through just to be skinny and stay in the industry:
Crystal Renn was 14 when a scout told her to trim her "big" figure if she wants to become the next Gisele Bundchen. For a hopeful teen like her who stands 5'8" and weighs 165 pounds, losing weight became a profession. After 2 years of strict dieting (vegetables or plain chicken, only), she was already 5'9" and 95 pounds. That figure earned her the three-year, $250,000 contract with the agency. She dropped high school and moved to Manhattan with other models. To keep her skinny figure, she went to gym and ate less than 1,000 calories a day (vegetables for breakfast, lettuce for lunch, vegetables again for dinner).
However, her dieting soon paid its price. She lost her period and even the appeal to attract and get attracted to boys. At 18, her metabolism began to slow down. She tried to keep starving and eat as little as ever, but still she weighed 130 pounds.
At a Chicago shoot, Crystal Renn finally reached her breaking point. She arrived on the set only to be insulted by the photographer who refused to use her because she's "huge."
When she mumbled
"You loved me at the casting four days ago," the producer snapped back
"Did you gain 20 pounds in four days? You have to leave.""It was the most humiliating moment of my life. But I collected myself, walked over to the catered food table and downed five plates of mini-burritos with cheese. I gorged on guacamole. I ate until I felt like I was going to throw up. 'Thanks for the food,' I yelled back and left. On the airplane home, I thought my career was over. I knew I was never going to weigh 95 pounds again. I was done. And for the first time in years, I could breathe."But the modeling world did not really close its door on Crystal Renn. Arriving back in New York, her agent told her that she can still work as a model and aspire to work for
Victoria's Secret (but never for
Vogue). The option: becoming a plus-size model.
"I was too hungry to keep starving. I made my decision: I was going to be a plus-size model and let my body be what it was meant to be. When I first started eating normally again, I jumped to a size 16 for a few months before settling into a size 12. It was when I stopped starving myself that I became a famous model." In 2004, Crystal Renn has posed for
Teen Vogue. That same year, she has also fulfilled her dream of landing on the pages of
American Vogue.
But making appearances in top magazines is not the only good thing that happen to a fuller, radiant Crystal Renn as she recalls,
"At the same time I gained weight, I became interested in men." In 2005, the once asexual model has finally met her husband.
For all these experiences that Crystal Renn have to go through in her journey to become a model, she shares:
"Women are taught that if they get skinny, their lives will be perfect. But real life doesn't work that way. I'm here to prove it."Labels: Crystal Renn, plus size models, skinny models